Break!

Summer semester is completed! I am thankful this rough and hard-worked semester is over. I learned a lot through the guidance of my professors and experience was rough but worth it. I'm glad I can have a good two weeks to breath, relax, get caught up with some personal studies and social time with my besties!! Gawd, I miss them both..

Time to get crazyyyyy~!!!!

My Bias on Plastic Surgery

[WARNING] I might be ranting a bit.. haha..;; 

It's quite disturbing nowadays when I browse about my favorite Korean artists and discover the issue of obsession on this artificial beauty, plastic surgery. The topic has been widely discussed over the web and (likely) over other news articles. Although I am biased about the procedure.. however, I don't oppose it if it provides the individual some kind of health improvement. Whether it be their own psychological health or physical health.. it IS their body after all. For example if fixing your jaw for your teeth to be aligned straight so that you could sing at your best or fixing your nose to help improve nasal breathing problems at night or something. (shrugs)

But then again.. changes just to look "beautiful as so-and-so.." it is a bit sad that one has to turn to surgery to rid their faults; faults that make an individual unique and beautiful in their own way. Of course it's much easier said than done. But comparing oneself to another different individual is not the definition of what is beautiful. You are your own person as well as whom you idolize.

Net Seizure

Internet.. we've all grown so accustomed to it. It's become a huge influence and one of our biggest reliabilities; whether it is entertainment, harvesting information, or communication.. our society has gotten much too comfortable with the easy access to almost everything.

And because of this.. is why it is SO frustrating when trying to do work!! Arghhhhhh!!!! (V n V)

Crazy Weather..

The weather has gone from warm and sunny to rain and slight cloudiness.. and now, as the temperature is dropping more, it feels like Summer leaped backwards and it's semi-winter-spring weather. Today's windy chills were the least of it, but quite surprising is the sudden hail. The weather's gone down to shits..

I don't miss this cold..!! ; A ;

Allergy Relief & School News

Allergy relief at last because of the rain!! Although, it is not like I was not content with the bright sunny and warm weather.. but it really did increase the damage of eye irritation and the continuous runny nose. But anyway.. it's nearing the end of my first week back and it's a pretty big jump back into work.. FIGHT!!!

And.. on a side note: Kuroko no Basuke NG-shuu is so stupid funny lolll

Thanks for dropping by~!!

Dual of Bad Dreams..

It's been awhile since I've had bad dreams that wake me up and ruin my sleep. I prefer my adventurous vivid dreams that tire me instead of these..

My first dream consisted of those swarm of tiny flies you would see hovering in midair in wooded areas. I suppose it's a personal peeve of mine to breathe in said insects because that's exactly what happened. I breathed in the tiny flies. So, what happened after was that these tiny insects started eating my lung tissue from inside and grew larger and larger until I exploded. Not a happy ending. I jolted awake at the moment of explosion.. it was quite horrifying since I felt the suffocation process. After calming down and going back to sleep another bad dream brews...

The one after was just terrifying. I have slowly worked my way to get a little comfortable with spiders the size of an inch.. any bigger and I would usually freak out. I assume that most people with arachnophobia, having a tarantula crawl anywhere near you would probably run you up a tree.. or cause a shriek and faint. My bad dream emphasized on my fear of spiders. Personally, what is just as bad as being eaten by a giant spider, is certainly having a foot-long hairy tarantula crawl up your pants leg and you are unable to move or do anything about it. Woke up with goosebumps and in cold sweat...;;;

Just... ugh...

It's May!

The weather is so beautiful today! Sunny and warm.. with a nice cool breeze.~ A great day at the park or even just out for a walk. I'd like to have a play day with friends at Wonderland or a trip to the zoo before my break ends.

And even though I've said to myself I'd do some practicing over my break.. I'm really letting it slip!!!! Dx

It's April!!!

It's like.. almost 7:30AM and I'm sitting here wide awake without a wink of sleep... all because I decided to drink some coffee in the afternoon, hahaha;;; ><  I am so sleep deprived, think I'll crash on my way to school x A x ~

But before all of that, my net was hiccuppy.. and I couldn't get my work done very well. However it's finally been back and working PROPERLY.. and so, this blog has become more of a journal with more random blerbs and super scrap work!!!

New art blog here: Bon Illustrations
It's brand new, so in it's baby stages. I will be updating it more often then dA with personal sketches and artwork. The ugly scraps will come here hahaha..;;

So random stuff included.. I can see the moon and it's day time! I should try and sleep a little...
-flops dead.. Zzz...-

Where's the Sun?

It's a wet and cloudy morning after a warm bright sunny day yesterday. I miss the sunshine already, haha! Cloudy days always make it so much more difficult for me to get outta bed.. but as the afternoon comes, the sun started to warm the air with a gentle yellow glow.

It's kind of a good thing that it's warmer this year and winter's snow hasn't fallen just yet.. however, this also reminds me of the constant issue of global warming.. ; n ; sigh..

The Man With The Iron Fists

I've mention this movie roughly around a month ago after I watched Paranormal Activity 4 with my besties and her friends too. Unfortunately, many of my friends are busy with school and coming exams.. but that didn't stop me from watching the movie on my own! But I have to say, it was an interesting movie with a few comical relief moments and sexual innuendo.

It would have been more fun to watch with others and laugh together, but oh well.. That's all for today's short blerb~ c:

Hunter x Hunter (2011)

Recently I've been catching up with the remake version of Hunter x Hunter.. watched from episode 28 to 55~!! Personally, this is one of my most favorite animes (which I also have a copy in Cantonese dub thanks to my fav cousin ♥ ) so while watching the new version's episodes, I'm constantly comparing to the original.. There are quite a lot of differences ; v ;..

~ WARNING!! THERE WILL BE SPOILERS ~

Rainy Gloom

The weather feels like late Autumn has finally sunk in due to the moderate warm-cool temperatures and the days of rain. I'm not the biggest fan of rain and cloudy days.. it feels quite gloomy and sad. However, cloudy days with sun peeking through the clouds time-to-time is nice~ The best days are sunshine showers! Sunny days with warm rain.. those days make me want to go for a long walk, enjoying the warmth and cool combination of rain.

Just a short blurb, that's all for today~

A Bit Under the Weather

It's been a couple days since it was warm and sunny. The dull clouds seem to drag throughout the day.. making it feel slow. Today's weather really made me feel quite bleh with any particular reason. Although, I did manage to finish my essay early, but I'm not quite happy with it. It's like the words are not sounding the way I want them to.. if you get what I mean, haha;;

Anyway, to cheer myself up a little, I turned to some Kpop! I guess this is also a little tribute to Hyuna? Maybe? Haha~ Anywho, I hope you enjoy the music videos! c:

Warm October

Today was an unexpectedly warm and sunny day for late October. It felt quite like the cooler days of early summer.. sigh.. it was such a good day today!! Not only that, I met up with some long-time-no-see buddies for lunch! I had a great time chatting, laughing, enjoying the food, and having a nice walk home afterwards. On the way home, we stopped by the nearby park, chatted a little longer before continuing the way home.. it's been awhile and it was very pleasant. I'm looking forward to another hang-out lunch, hehe!! c:

Anyways, thank you for dropping by!
Off to sleep.. zzzz..

All In A Day's Travels..

It's the start of a new month!! Yesterday was the Mid-Autumns Festival too (just remembered) I hope you had lots of yummy moon cake!~

Today was a decent day with a bit of a cool breeze. It was warm enough for people who are less affected by the slightly nipping wind, but I decided to wear an Autumn coat. The meeting spot was a little farther than expected, but the travel was pretty simple, luckily. Though I was quite nervous to nap on the bus.. in case I missed the stop. It's a good thing didn't get lost, haha! But anyway, I had another successful day with selling my old merchandise: anime wall scrolls, posters, and other collectibles. It took longer than expected, almost a 2 hour trip.. going to Finch Station and then and hour's travel farther West. Finally got home around late afternoon.. tired and hungry from the long bus rides and walk home. Cooked something quick and chowed down.. nom nom nom.. and relaxed to a movie: Battle Royale (link to full movie with Eng subs~ Enjoy!).

That's all for now, thank you for reading!! c:

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Cloudy skies and rainy days always bring the gloom.. but not today! Not today.. I stand happy in positivity. The weather won't bring me down. I listen to my favorite song, and sip on something sweet. Nothing but the words, "Fantastic Baby" escape my lips as I jam to the song. Either silently in my mind or boogie in my seat.. So much fun, so much fun.

Inspired by the weather and this awesome music video!!!!!!!

Rebirth

Everything is finished. The bad is gone. Perish! And now, I start anew.. time for me to be reborn; a new person will all the good shine. Let it last longer than today's warm spring smile. The chime's song will be my reminder.. the warm breath of rebirth.. My rebirth.

I bury my self-hatred, begone! I am not submitting to my darkness.. never again.

Hold your head up high, be proud of yourself for once! You are you. Love yourself more.. The good will shine into the future. Let the darkness die and fade..
Live positively. Remember to smile.. smile from the heart. So close your eyes, take a deep breath.. relax and smile. Just smile.

I have been reborn..

Inner Rage

It is until recently my dreams have lessoned but they were still there.. it's just that I could not remember them. Today's dream was a reflection of my thoughts; thoughts about my family. I can't recall everything that happened in my dream last night but I do remember myself to be constantly yelling...

I was yelling at a portrayal of myself, my paranoia. I've been paranoid for quite awhile because I kept seeing invading ladybugs, mosquitoes and random spiders in my room all bigger than normal. The mosquitoes were trying to eat me, ladybugs were painting the walls orange and spiders just webbing everything.

It blacked out shortly afterwards and my dream shifted slightly. I was yelling at my mother. For what reason? I'm not so sure...but waking up to guilty emotions was the first. I yelled at everyone in my family but mainly at my sister. I know for sure every word spouted from my mouth was the hurtful truth.

After the yelling, it changed into a funny conversation that can be misunderstood. I'll most likely illustrate it. That's all for now!