Wednesday, July 14, 2010

Inner Rage

It is until recently my dreams have lessoned but they were still there.. it's just that I could not remember them. Today's dream was a reflection of my thoughts; thoughts about my family. I can't recall everything that happened in my dream last night but I do remember myself to be constantly yelling...

I was yelling at a portrayal of myself, my paranoia. I've been paranoid for quite awhile because I kept seeing invading ladybugs, mosquitoes and random spiders in my room all bigger than normal. The mosquitoes were trying to eat me, ladybugs were painting the walls orange and spiders just webbing everything.

It blacked out shortly afterwards and my dream shifted slightly. I was yelling at my mother. For what reason? I'm not so sure...but waking up to guilty emotions was the first. I yelled at everyone in my family but mainly at my sister. I know for sure every word spouted from my mouth was the hurtful truth.

After the yelling, it changed into a funny conversation that can be misunderstood. I'll most likely illustrate it. That's all for now!

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